Jan. 25th, 2009

shireal: kadaj is devil (Default)
Family weekends. Fun.

My youngest sister and I always end up fighting. I get upset, she gets enraged.

Sometimes I get so frustrated that I start to cry and get depressed.

I'm the oldest and am expected to cater to my younger sisters. Bail them out of trouble, bad relationships, jail, financial problems, etc.

If I loan my youngest sister anything, it ends up broken, ripped, wet, or trampled on. If I don't loan her items or money when she needs it, I get a guilt trip from my family.

If I need help I am expected to deal with it on my own. Hurray at my support system.

If I rebel against the system my family has worked out I am treated like a monster.

The sad part? I don't know what I'd do without my family. One of my greatest fears is losing them. 

'When she was good she was very very good but when she was bad she was horrid'.
-Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

That's how my family is.

Wow. It seems most of this journal is dedicated to the rambles of my family. Ouch. :/
 


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